VENTiNG

i DONT THiNK THAT i WAS REALLy MAD AT ALL. iT JUST HURTS A LiTTLE THAT WHEN yUH LOVE &CARE FOR SOMEONE AS MUCH AS i DiD FOR HiM THAT HE COULDNT SEE HOW GENUINE i WAS. i REALLy LOVED HiM WELL i STiLL DO FOR REAL BUT iN TiME i KNOW THAT i WONT. i DONT KNOW THAT TyPE OF SHiT REALLy HURTS BUT WHATEVER iLL GET OVER HiM... HE'LL SEE WHAT HE COULD'VE HAD ONE DAy. BUT WHO KNOWS iF iLL STiLL BE HERE WAiTiNG..

OKAy OKAy

i MiSS yUH ALREADy =[

MAN iM BUGGiN'

i HAVE THE WORST HEADACHE EVER SON..MAN WHAT THE FUCK iS GOiNG ON? SO yEAH iM CURRENTLy HAViNG A CONVO w|. THiS GUy FOR THE MOST PART HE SEEMS LiKE A NiCE PERSON, BUT ARENT MEN ALL THE SAME iN THE BEGiNNiNG? HMM EVERyONE KNOWS THAT..
i JUST FOUND OUT THAT HE LiVES RiGHT OVER HERE By ME.. WTF? THATS TOO DAMN WEiRD. i GUESS iT COULD BE NiCE TO HAVE A FRiEND THAT LiVES CLOSE By RiGHT? HMM i DONT KNOW..

yO

i WANNA SAy iN LESS THAN A WEEK My SO CALLED LiFE WAS JUST TURNED UPSiDE DOWN. MAN WHAT i CAN i SAy. EVERy SiNCE i WAS A LiTTLE KiD iVE BEEN FORCED TO DO THiNGS THAT i WASNT REALLy READy FOR. i THiNK AT 16 WELL i WANNA SAy 16 i FiNALLy GOT TO BE A KiD. & NOW AT 20 iM GETTiNG FORCED TO STOP BEiNG A KiD AND BE AN ADULT. iM NOT READy FOR ALL THiS SHiT. BUT yO i GOT THiS. iVE ALWAyS TOLD MySELF THAT GOD NEVER GiVES yUH MORE THAN yUH CAN HANDLE.. SO HE KNOWS i GOT THiS TOO HAHA.. i JUST HAVE TO BELiEVE iN MySELF MORE & STOP BEiNG SO AFRAiD TO SUCCEED.. EMBRACE My FAiLURES JUST AS i WOULD iF i DiD SOMETHiNG AWESOME.. SO ONCE AGAiN yO i GOT THiS.. WATCH ME BABE i GOT THiS!!!

LEAVING AGAiN..

yUHR LEAViNG AGAiN..

MAyBE THE NEXT TiME YUH COME BACK iT'LL BE DiFFERENT BETWEEN US...
(MAyBE)

HAPPy BiRTHDAy PATRiCK

DAMN i HAVENT SEEN OR TALKED TO yUH iN A REALLy LONG TiME BUT i JUST WANTED TO SAy HAPPy BiRTHDAy & i MiSS yUH HELLA MUCH!!!

NEW PiXx

i DyED MY HAiR JET BLACK...MY NATURAL COLOUR

SAD MUCH:

i TOLD MySELF THAT i WASNT GONNA LET ALL My FEELiNGS COME BACK FOR yUH AND iT HAPPENED AGAiN.. i DONT UNDERSTAND WHy i KEEP LETTiNG MySELF GET HURT LiKE THiS..MAyBE iTS LiKE ONE OF THOSE THiNGS iN LiFE WHERE yUH KNOW iTSz GONNA HURT BUT yUH DONT CARE BECAUSE OF THE THRiLL i GUESS.. LOL i DONT KNOW iM STARTiNG TO THiNK THATS ALL iT REALLy WAS AND THATS ALL THAT iT'LL EVER BE.. & MAyBE iTS OKAy..SMH i DONT KNOW =\

[i THiNK WE LOOK GOOD TOGETHER]