L0VE = PAiN

SO FUCK LOVE!!!!!

N0T MUCH SLEEP

S0 0KAy i DiDNT GET MUCH SLEEP LAST NiGHT. i D0NT REALLy FEEL THE NEED T0 SLEEP bECAUSE JUST S0 HAPPENS i MiSS 0UT 0N A L0T 0F THiNGS, S0 WHAT'S THE P0iNT????
i STAyED UP M0ST 0F THE NiGHT READiNG 0THER PE0PLES bL0GS, (WHiCH i TH0UGHT WAS JUST THE M0ST iNTERESTiNG THiNG i C0ULD bE D0iNG AT 3 S0METHiNG iN THE M0RNiNG ANyWAy.) PE0PLE bL0G Ab0UT THE M0ST REALEST iSH yUH C0ULD EVER iMAGiNE. i C0ULD READ bL0GS ALL DAy iF i WANTED T0. N0 REALLy i C0ULD. L0L LiKE iF N0 0NE WERE T0 b0THER ME WiTH STUPiD QUESTi0NS && ST0RiES I'D D0 iT. iVE REALiZED THAT iTS N0T JUST Ab0UT EVERy0NE ELSE && WHAT THEy THiNK Ab0UT A T0PiC... yUH CAN WRiTE WHATEVA yUHR FEELiNG AT THE TiME. iD RATHER bE READiNG 0THER PE0PLES bL0GS THAN T0 DEAL WiTH HALF THE SHiT i G0 THR0UGH 0N A DAy T0 DAy bASiS ANy WAy. HUH? THAT'S CRAZy T0 SAy bUT TRUE... i D0NT FEEL S0 JUDGED by THE W0RLD WHEN iM READiNG 0R bL0GGiNG i PUT 0N L0UD MUSiC T0 TUNE 0UT SHiT THAT D0ESNT MATTER. i FEEL AT PEACE WiTH MySELF RiGHT HERE RiGHT N0W. && i ENJ0y THiS FEELiNG....

THROW BACCCKKK

DAMN THAT WAS HELLA THROW BACK LOL BUT I STiLL LOVE iT

free write

please dont mind this one because im just writing exactly whats on mah mind right now. and at this current moment its yuh. i hate that mah heart moves faster than i actually tell it to. im going to fast way to fast i tell myself but i dont wanna slow down. one minute im slowing down then you say or do something to make me feel like thats what im suppose to be doing. its not suppose to be like that. thats what happens everytime when i just listen to my heart and not mah mind the signs are all there but its like i just cant see them. too blind to realize the truth,well this time i dont know whats actually going on. ive been in this situation before. [ the music] one. but last time that nigga was just hella crazy so i dont know what to say about that nigga lol. i dont know man i just dont wanna get hurt again when i put mah hurt into things like this it always gets hurt. like never fails and i really dont feel like it again. but i feel like hes so different. so different. what do i do about the way im feeling, its too fast i must slow down and focus stay really focused because i know how itll turn out if i dont. Lord please help me stay strong because i really dont know what to do. its like every since he said yo i was hooked. he calls me his juicy. i love that. no one does that for me, and he does. i wanna feel love like everyone else. i think i deserve to be happy this year. this year has to be different. because i want this ish forever...

VERy SEXy DONT yUH THiNK

My LiTTLE BROTHER

i MiSS yUH WHiTEy

THE 80'S BAyBEE

i WAS BORN iN [88] TO BE EXACT AHA!!!



♥ JUiCy [b]

[[MR. PBC]]

HA. S0 yEAH i MET S0ME0NE THE 0THER DAy. i WAS LAyiNG D0WN CHECkiNG MAH [[MySPACE]] AS USUALLy && i N0TiCED THAT i HAD A FriEND REQUEST. && M0ST 0F THE TiME WHEN i GET 0NE i JUST CLiCK APPR0VE && yUH KN0W KEEP iT PUSHiN' bUT THiS TiME i L00KED AT THE PR0FiLE. iT WAS A GUy FR0M NEW y0RK LMA0 MAH WEAKNESS L0L. i L0VE NEW y0RK DUDES MAN!!! THERE SWAGGA iS JUST S00 SEXy. i D0NT KN0W iF yA'LL HEARiNG ME L0L iTS SEXy AS HELL... HA HA bUT yEAH S0 i WR0TE D0WN HiS AiM && THEN ADDED HiM 0N T0 MAH bUDDyLiST. i EVENTUALLy AiMED HiM THANKiNG HiM F0R THE REQUEST 0N THE SPACE...=] ITS bEEN LiKE 5 DAyS SiNCE WE'VE bEEN TALKiNG bUT WE GET AL0Ng GREAT. HE'S S0 SWEET && FUNNy. i THiNK i LiKE HiM A LiTTLE biT... HA HA iLL SEE WHAT HAPPENS...

X0X0 JUiCy [b]





[VERy SEXy]

A NEW START

A NEW yEAR CALLS FOR A NEW BEGiNNiNG.. SO HERE iT iS.. A NEW MEH.. =]