TRUTHFULLy:

iM STARTiNG TO LiKE SOMEONE ALOT..
BUT MAyBE iM NOT SUPPOSE TO.. NOT EVEN A LiTTLE BiT BUT i SWEAR i CANT HELP iT. THiS SUCKS

i LOVE SHOPPiNG

USUALLy By NOW iD BE ASLEEP.. FAST FAST ASLEEP.. bUT iM NOT iM TRyING TO GO SHOPPiNG TODAy..*SiGH* DONT yUH JUST LOVE SHOPPiNG =] iLOVE SHOPPiNG SO MUCH!!!BUT RiGHT NOW IM KURRENTLY WAiTiNG FOR MY PARENTS TO GET BACK SO i CAN ASK ONE OF THEM TO DROP MEH OFF SOMEWHERE!!! LOL..

i DONT EVEN KNOW WHAT i WANT EXACTLy..

THERES NAiL POLiSH, HUGE BAGS, CLOTHES, SANDALS,HEELS, CUTE WALLETS, LiP GLOSS, BODy SPRAyS..
LOL i CAN SO GO ON AND ON ABOUT EVERyTHiNG i COULD BUy..

BLUSHiNG

SMH.. DAMN AM i REALLY ACTiNG THiS CRAZy?
TELL MEH WHy JUST ABOUT 5 MiNUTES AGO i WAS
ABOUT TO GO HiDE iN A CLOSET BECAUSE i WAS
SMiLiNG SO MUCH!! LOL WHAT THE FUCK iS WRONG
WiTH MEH? i GUESS iM JUST SEEiNG COLOURS...

THROW BACKKK

LOL I HAVE BiG BOOBiES iN THiS PiCTURE LMAO <--- SUCH A [PERV]

SPEAKiNG OF SKATERS...

BiG UPS TO My GOOD FRiEND LEON A.K.A [DiZZy]


HE'S SO FUCKiN HAWT OMG..

BUT NE WAyZ
SO yEAH THE OTHER MORNiNG HiM
AND i GOT iNTO A BiG FiGHT.. =[
LiKE HE SAiD SOMETHiNGS THAT REALLy HURT My FEELiNG yO..
i MEAN i KNOW iMA VERy SENSiTiVE PERSON BUT yO HE REALLy
WENT OVER BOARD.. HMMM.. SO YEAH BASiCALLy i TOLD HiM THAT HE WAS WRONG
AND iT HURT My FEELiNGS EVEN MADE MEH [CRy]A LiL AND HE APOLOGiZED..
SO yEAH LONG STORy SHORT i LOVE HiM AGAiN =] yAy MEH LOL


MAN OH MAN iF I LiVED iN NEW yORK iT WOULD BE A DiFFERENT STORy *sigh* SMMMMH

TRUTHFULLy:

SKATERBOARDERS TURN MEH ON!!!!

JUST FOR KiCKz

yO i HAD TO DO iT.. i SAW THiS SHiT AND i HONESTLy COULDNT HELP BUT LAUGH..
iTS ALL LOVE THOUGH..

TRAViS McCOy

NEED i SAy MORE.. XD

i SLEPT FOR 13 HOURS

yO i REALLy DONT KNOW WHAT'S iN THE PAiN PiLLS iVE BEEN TAKiNG..
DAMN AND THEN NOT ONLy THAT ALL THE CRAZy ASS DREAMS iVE BEEN HAViNG..
I MEAN LiKE CRAZy THiNG ALL DEATH GUNS DEAD PEOPLE ANiMALS!!!
LOL yUH KNOW THE WORKS.

i DONT KNOW BUT DANG... MAH MOMz THiNKS iM HELLA LOSiNG MAH MiND.. BECAUSE LiKE EVERy TiME i HAVE A DREAM i CALL HER AND TELL HER ABOUT iT.. LMAO

bOyFRiENDS SUCK

NOW i REMEMBER WHy i HATE HAViNG A BOyFRiEND..
SiGH..

HE SUCKS..

WHy iS iT THAT EVERy TiME WE'RE TOGETHER yUH ALWAyS PULL STUPiD SHiT LiKE THAT.

OMFG yUH SUCK.

KEyS OF LIFE - MiCKEY FACTz

MiCKEy FACTZ iS REALLy SPiTTiN..

i SWEAR HE'S SOMETHiNG CRAZy... FUCK WHAT CAN i SAy..
iF YALL JUST FiNDiNG OUT ABOUT MiCKEy yUH MAD LATE &
iM SORRy FOR yUH MiSSiNG OUT SON..


WAKE UP!!!!

i NEED A NEW PLAN..

iN A FEW MONTHS i'LL BE 21 yEARS OLD..

i NEED A PLAN TO MAKE EVERyTHiNG FALL iNTO PLACE..
i DONT EVEN KNOW WHERE TO START. i NEED A JOB!
My MOMz SAyS THAT WE'RE SUPPOSE TO BE MOViNG TO MiSSOURi
iN OCTOBER AFTER WHiTE MADNESS GETS OUT.. BUT I DONT KNOW
iF iM GONNA GO OR NOT..[SiGH] BRANDON WANTS ME TO GO ViSiT HiM
iN ATLANTA iN AUGUST TOO. MAN WHO KNOWS WHATS GONNA HAPPEN.
EVERyDAy iS A NEW PLAN BUT i DONT KNOW iF i WANNA GO DO EiTHER..

TRiP TO SEE WHiTE MADNESS

iM BACCCCCKKKK .. XD

WELL i GUESS i HAVE ALOT OF EXPLAiNiNG TO DO..

HMM HOW SHOULD i START?

WHATS NEW WiTH ME...

1. MOVED BACK WiTH My DAD
2. CUT HAiR
3. NOT SiNGLE |BRANDON MiCHAEL|
4. GERMAN TURNED 3 ON JUNE 23,2009
5. TRyiNG TO GRASP POTTy TRAiNiNG

STRESSED TO THE MAX

MAN LATELy iVE BEEN SO DAMN STRESSED OUT. i FEEL AS iF iM DyiNG OR SOMETHiNG. i LOST My JOB. i HAVE NO MONEy... i NEED HELP BUT i DONT KNOW HOW TO ASK.. I DONT EVER THiNK i COULD ASK ANyONE.. DAD SAyS EVERyONE NEEDS HELP.. BUT HOW DO yUH ASK FOR My KiNDA HELP???...


THEN, ON THE OTHER HAND i'VE FALLEN iN LOVE. HE'S SO SPECiAL TO ME! AND WE'RE ACTUALLy TOGETHER! FiNALLy RiGHT! LAST NiGHT I WAS ABOUT TO GiVE UP ON EVERyTHiNG.. HE'S NOTHING BUT NICE TO ME, AND I WAS GONNA BE AN ASSHOLE.. YUH KNOW LIKE BLOCK HIM OUT COMPLETELY. BUT HE WASHT HAVING IT. HA THATS WHY IM IN LOVE.. HE DOESNT PUT UP WITH NE BS..

BMS

i swear sometimes you make me so fuckin mad. i swear i dont understand you. why do you even care? i know you dont really even care so why are we having this stupid ass conversation? you make me wanna knock you the fuck out sometimes well in reality all the time. see that shit right there dumb fuckin text messages you couldve just let it the fuck alone but naw. its always about you. ugh... fuckin men!!!! i hate all of you..


sigh

but yeah now thats off my chest lets go back to this morning.

i asked you to send me pictures because i wanted to put some of your pictures away. i swear something about you makes me want you so bad. its crazy. its been a little over a year now im really guessing a year. and back then you woukd tell me that you werent the relationship type. maybe that was just for me. i dont know. but youve changed so i guess thats a good thing.. maybe. hmm i really dont know ne more.

i miss my little brother man. i cant wait until he can come home again. i fuckin miss all the loud noise and all the bullshit in the house... lol when i think about it was it was actually kinda nice you know what i mean? of course not you werent here. sigh... but yeah i miss you and i cant wait until your home again. i love you more than i love myself and actually it shouldnt even be like that but thats how it is.

im really sleepy. i didnt sleep much last night. mainly because i was uncomfortable. isnt that weird? how when you can have sex with someone and then are uncomfortable with sleeping with em? hmm maybe thats just me? i dont know. one day ill figure it out. soon i hope...
sigh... i had another convo with drake. well at least i thought it was him. maybe not though who knows. people are so crazy these days. they"ll do anything to try and hurt another persons feelings. i guess thats just life though. oh god please help me find peace within. i tired of myself... is that really possible to be tired of ones self? i mean like there self being??? one day i hope to find out the true answers to the questions i ask myself. sooner than later i hope. i want a certain peace that only the good ones find. then again there i have to question the fact of the matter.. Am i a good person? if i could answer all my stupid questions to that one id say most of the time. hmm man i dont know. right now my mind is everywhere. everywhere else but no where really. i miss you... aqm i hope that your doing well. and for the most part that your happy babe. i love you... and in time i hope that youll see that. hmm sometimes i question that too. is it really love that i feel for him or it is just a state of lonliness... i think i spelled that correct. i dont know. damn do i really love him or is it just lust. i know its not lust because even before the lust i felt a love. yes i do love him. when i thought about that in my mind i smiled. i thought of his smile. it was beautiful... hmm i dont know. i wonder how it would be if he had the same feelings for me? would i still act the same? or would i not care anymore because id feel that it was somewhat point less. maybe who knows...but i guess until that day happens i guess ill just be wondering hoping and wishing lol. its really not funny but i didnt know nething that i could put. i love you anthony...



- JUiCE

HOUSTATLANTAVEGAS

I HEARD THAT SONG FOR FIRST TIME THE OTHER DAY . THAT SHIT IS HOT..
EVERY TIME I HEAR THAT SONG IT JUST GIVES ME CHILLS I REALLY CANT EXPLAIN WHY, BUT ITS TRUE.

so he wrote back..

i found out that he was coming to nevada. man you know i was crazy to hear that right.?. Lol haha thata crazy huh? i think its awesome. haha but yeah let me continue. i wanted to know if it was true so i wrote him and asked. he wrote back and said yes then said hit him up when he touches down. lol wow i think thats so cool. so yeah next time hes on the space ill ask him more. i just thought id let everyone know that lol im happy now. oh yeah and if anyones lost im talking about mickey factz lol get with the program.

IN LOVE?

YO I SWEAR I FEEL WHAT PEOPLE BE TALKING ABOUT WHEN THEY SAY THEY FELL IN LOVE WITH HIP HOP. OMG I FEEL WHAT THEY SAYING BIG TIME. LAST NIGHT I WAS UP UNTIL LIKE 4 IN THE MORNING JUST LISTENING. I MEAN REALLY HEARING IT ALL. MAN I WAS HOOKED. IN LOVE DREAMING WATCHING SMILING, REALLY FEELING MYSELF YAH DIGG. I NEVER THOUGHT THAT YOU COULD FALL FOR SOMETHING LIKE THAT. SOMETHING THAT PEOPLE CANT FEEL SEE OR HOLD YOU. IT FEELS STRONG YOU KNOW, JUST THE WAY IT DOES WHEN YOUR IN LOVE WITH A MAN OR WOMAN. I COULDNT BELIEVE HOW PASSIONATE IT WAS. SO POWERFUL AND YO I FELT WEAK, WEAK BECAUSE ID NEVER IMAGINED THAT I WOULD BE ONE OF THOSE PEOPLE... WOW ITS AMAZING. I SMILE AS A WRITE THIS BECAUSE I FEEL A LITTLE WEIRD PUTTING MAH FEELINGS OUT LIKE THIS.

HE SAID HES LEAVING TUESDAY

HE SAYS HES LEAVING TUESDAY.
PART OF ME DOESNT WANT HIM TO GO.
ITS NOT MY CHOICE ,TO SAY ANYTHING ABOUT WHAT THAT THOUGH
I KINDA WISH I WISH I DIDNT CARE
BECAUSE THEN IT WOULDNT HURT SO BAD.
I HATE THE FEELING I GET WHEN HE LIVES MY HOUSE,
SO JUST IMAGINE THE FEELINGS ILL HAVE THEN.
I KNOW HELL BE BACK BUT I WONT BE THAT SOON
I CARE ABOUT ABOUT HIM SO MUCH,
&& IN THE BEGINNING
I DIDNT UNDERSTAND WHY.
IT WAS LOVE WAY BEFORE I EVEN KNEW IT.
I FELT THAT I SHOULD GIVE IN TO HIM BECAUSE I HAD FELT SO DEEP.
SOMETIMES I WISH THAT WE WOULDVE MET SOONER.
BECAUSE THEN ID KNOW HOW YOU SWEET YOU WERE
I SWEAR IF I COULD I'D REMIND YOU EVERYDAY.
BUT EVEN THEN I DONT THINK YOU GET IT. YOUR
MORE THAN WHAT I TELL YOU AT TIMES. I TRY SO HARD SOMETIMES TO LET YOU FEEL MAH HEART BUT IT DOESNT WORK. BUT HOPEFULLY ONE DAY YOULL FEEL WHAT I TELL YOU. SO UNTIL THEN I SIT PATIENT UNTIL THE TIME IS RIGHT.